Totally random post about my feelings today. Its my daddy’s birthday today n most know that he is the man i love most.
He was out w his friends for drinks and a ridiculous thought was playing in mind my as i was lying on the bed, that he was drunk n he met w a car accident (touch super big wood!!!). I was so petrified by my own imagination, i din dare to sleep till he is home. N thank god he jus did. When i heard the door opened, i feel i am so lucky n blissed now.
Last quarter of 2010 till date, god has been exceptionally kind to me.
1) My job – i joined 2 years ago. Suffered 3 paycut. Bitter at first. Imagine a 20% paycut when i was only drawing a basic of less than 2k. Fortunately, things changed better after about 6 mths of hard work n i am tasting the sweetness now. My job allows me to pay for all bills in the house now to lighten my parents’ load. Unlike companies i imagine w lotsa politics n back stabbing, i am in a good team n have a group of very nice colleagues
2) My Family – many dunno that we were going through a very difficult time for the past few years cos my dad was in huge debts. But he met a 贵人 who helped him alot in his biz n he finally cleared the debts this year. My bro has matured from someone who gets into troubles all the time, to a person i can rely on whenever i face problems at home. I love my family. Coming home daily to homecooked food and us heating together always makes me happy 
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3) My friends – i dun have alot of friends. Esp girl friends. Sometimes they are not even the ones i turn to whenever i am at my lowest. Yes, we can say forgive n forget. HOWEVER, u can never mend a broken mirror. Even so, i am glad to hv a few that stood by me n appreciates me all these while n picked me up when i fall.
4) My Ah Pui – 8 mths into our relationship n i know he is someone i nv wanna let go. Honestly, i was never really very in love w anyone. In my past relationships, i was always on the look out for a better option. BUT not now. He controls his temper, he washes my dirty dishes, help me to cover blankets, he cleans my room. He is different. I still love looking at him while he is sleeping, n i feel i can really do this forever.
Everyday, i have a reason to fall asleep w a smile ) god is kind
Sry if thr is alot of typo. Its sucha long post. I needa slp. )
